Today was quite uneventful. I woke up at 9 a.m. because I had a therapy session to attend via Zoom with Anna. After the therapy session, I played a game on my phone called Bubble Nest, which allows me to earn cash while playing, and it keeps my mind focused and occupied, taking my mind off my relationship. Then I fell asleep and slept for a good hour and a half.
Once I woke up from my nap, my nail salon called me to ask if I had scheduled an appointment for 5 p.m. (I hadn't). Since I was already awake and had been putting off eating since last night, I went to the bathroom, used it, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and threw some clothes on. For dinner, I went to a revolving sushi restaurant in my borough that just opened and had a solo date. Miguel wasn't in town to keep me company, and there wasn't really anyone to call or ask, so I decided to just go alone. Plus, I hated waiting around for a response. So I gave Miguel a glimpse of dinner time during our chat on Messenger. I'm not going to lie, I am actually enjoying my time alone this week, despite occasionally checking my phone to see if he's texted yet. I guess I'm at the beginning stages of detachment and focusing on myself. By detachment, I just fall back, getting busy and taking action so I can achieve the kind of life I want for myself. I do not want any drama this year. If he wants to have drama, it will be his problem to handle, not mine. I hope he doesn't cheat on me again either. If he wants out of this relationship, then fine. The universe will come together to find me a more suitable replacement. I've spoken enough about what I wanted in a man, and I've run out of energy to repeat myself. It's done. I have to stand on business from here on out.
Aside from revolving sushi, I went to TJ Maxx to window shop, only to defeat the purpose of going there and buy another candle, some shower gels, a new book, and blemish patches. Here are some pictures of the highlight of today:
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