It's been a while since I last posted anything. Where do I begin? For starters, I rekindled a friendship with Essie and I just realized; we're never gonna be as great of friends as we were back in first grade. After about 6 months of correspondence, I just noticed our conversations being incredibly shallow and the only thing we have in common was our past. Honestly, I just didn't think it was going to be a friendship that was going to last and I'm not a fan of stale ass small talk. It even came to a point where I was on a "letting go spree" and posting up "let go" mantra posts. To be honest, I am sad that the friendship is over, but it seems like a lost cause for me to keep pursuing something that's been long dead.
Other than losing Essie as a friend, I've also lost J as a long time friend as well. Instead of it ending due to a feud, it simply I guess faded away and I got the point when she finally posted up this "What I learned from friendships the hard way" video where the guy says "Just because you've been friends with someone for a long time, doesn't mean they're gonna stay the real deal. You could know someone for 3 months and they'll probably be realer than someone you've known for a long time." In other words, she didn't want to be friends anymore. I'd also like to add that when she posted on her story about her son's birthday party, I replied asking when it was going to be and I was left on seen, Like, okay. I guess it was over from that point on. Then
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